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I don't work from spreadsheets, but from consciousness structure. My most important instrument is observation: how spaces, people, conversations and systems feel before anything is said.

This page collects short observations and moments. No analyses, no explanatory models, but snapshots of the field in motion.

For me, an observation is a combination of:

  • Space — the quality of an environment: heavy, light, sharp, diffuse.
  • Relation — how connections feel: open, blocked, tense, coherent.
  • Rhythm — the timing and dynamics: accelerated, slowed, stacked, stalled.

I record not only what happens, but especially how it vibrates.

  • Body — What happens physically? Breath, tension, relaxation, micro-reactions.
  • Field — What changes in the atmosphere when someone enters, says something, stays silent?
  • Structure — Which repetitions, patterns or breaks become visible in behavior and interaction?

A single observation says little. But a series of observations shows how a system tells itself.

Moment 01 – Meeting room

Space: visually light, energetically heavy.

Observation: as soon as someone makes a concrete proposal, the energy noticeably drops.

Note: system struggles with commitment; thinking feels safe, deciding does not.

Moment 02 – Individual conversation

Space: small, quiet, little distraction.

Observation: when speaking one sentence ("this doesn't feel right for me anymore") there is immediate relaxation in shoulders and breath.

Note: truth creates direct local coherence, even when the consequence is tense.

Moment 03 – Team start

Space: flow of arrival is chaotic, people are looking for their place.

Observation: as soon as one person shares a vulnerable experience, the arrangement in the circle changes by itself.

Note: vulnerability restructures the field faster than any intervention.

Why these moments are here

These observations are mini-data-points in living context. They show how consciousness, space and structure influence each other.

They are not edited toward neat results, but recorded as they present themselves: raw, precise and temporary.